Confession #1

2021.10.19 19:16 _ingie_ Confession #1

I become so obsessed with people to the point where I copy their personality traits I deem worthy of also having, pick apart their interests and slap it on top of mine. I save all kinds of information they reveal about themselves on a bunch of lists (all of them have their own little folders hidden in a password protected place on my PC) and talk about it for hours and hours on my own private accounts, I also secretly get mad at them when they have something I want and they're not treating it the way I'd treat it so I make a bunch of scenarios up in my head where I'm in their shoes.
I just want to become them so bad when I get like this. It often goes from me liking them as a normal person to noticing how I'm starting to get obsessed, and in the end I always hate them with my entire being and wish death on them for reasons I don't even know. The most I've done one time was gather this one girl's address, phone number, family members, relatives information, etc. from nothing together and save all of her social media on archive websites, keep everything in a list and post all the pictures I could find of her and that she also published herself in the folder to stare at it. The girl I'm obsessed with currently is an instagrammer I really love the work of. She does a lot of crafty stuff and drawings too. She's all around a great artist even though she's also your average influencer. Like, she could really make a living on art. I went through her flickold blogs/ old deviantarts and I have most of her photography saved. I even dug up some old fanfics she wrote on LJ and saved them to my computer. She has a lot of photos of herself and I pretty much contantly refresh her feed to save them. I try to copy her photoediting style and aesthetic and even kinda stole her IG username. If she tries a new craft, I immediately go out and try it myself even though I lack her skill. Sometimes when she sells crafts, I buy them if I can afford it. It feels nice knowing that I won things made by someone with so much raw talent.
I occasionally leave nice comments on her IG on how skilled she is as an artist and how beautiful she is but other than that I don't really have any personal contact with her outside of just being a fan. I even found out where she works so I went on a day trip to the town where she lives in hopes of running into her at work and gushing to her about how much she's helped and inspired me. I even made a little photo collage w/ my own photos that I wanted to give her as a thank you present.
I'm kind of ashamed but can't help it
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2021.10.19 19:16 eriky Python Debugger

Python Debugger I wrote a small article on using the breakpoint() instruction to invoke the Python debugger from anywhere, instead of using print. I'm sure many of you already know this or use their IDE to debug code. But for those that prefer adding print statements, this is a nice little trick to use instead and it's easier than you might think.
I'd love to hear your comments, suggestions, rants, etcetera :)
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2021.10.19 19:16 Synth1337 I need help to better understand

So I'm going to school for Information Technology (online class and self paced), and they started talking about Top Down Design vs Bottom Up design. I'm having a hard time understanding it :/ and all the things I look up online are about product and all that jazz. Can someone please better explain to me the differences.
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2021.10.19 19:16 formulafuckyeah First Cup race at Kansas this weekend

Myself and a few others are attending our first Cup race at Kansas this weekend, couldn't be more excited.
What areas does my event ticket give me access to? Do only get in to the grandstands to watch the race, or does it allow me to get in the pits and walk around?
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2021.10.19 19:16 ThatOnlyCountsAsOne Had for ~1 year, don't really know what i'm doing, water when the soil is dry, fertilized probably twice. Leaves started to yellow around the edges a couple months ago, but a fertilization and more light seemed to help. The plant is generally a bit droopy lately, some leaves curling as seen in pic 2

Had for ~1 year, don't really know what i'm doing, water when the soil is dry, fertilized probably twice. Leaves started to yellow around the edges a couple months ago, but a fertilization and more light seemed to help. The plant is generally a bit droopy lately, some leaves curling as seen in pic 2 submitted by ThatOnlyCountsAsOne to Monstera [link] [comments]

2021.10.19 19:16 Clear_Comfort1907 Any upperclassmen here feel sad that they lost a year due to COVID?

If it weren’t for the COVID-19 pandemic, we could’ve had this all last year. Sad :(.
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2021.10.19 19:16 Ok_Order_9137 Section 8 questions/ what to know

I’m 19 years old and pregnant . I have a interview tomorrow for section8 . What are some questions they will ask me ???
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2021.10.19 19:16 fdkorpima IPO of $RNCH tomorrow (Oct 20) Promising asset and share structure!

IPO of $RNCH tomorrow (Oct 20) Promising asset and share structure! Ranchero Gold ($RNCH $RNCH.v) is an exploration-stage company focused in Mexico's Sierra Madre Occidental gold district of Sonora, Mexico.
  • Set to IPO October 20th, 2021 (tomorrow) under the ticker $RNCH
  • Recently completed RTO transaction with Melior Resources Inc
$RNCH's flagship project in Mexico, Santa Daniela is one of the largest unexplored claim blocks in the Sierra Madre Occidental gold district.
  • Multiple gold intercepts in historic drilling
  • Over 22,000 hectares of concessions to explore
  • Drill permits, surface access and water rights
  • 47 potential targets
  • 70% of OS owned by vendor family on a 3-year lock
The share structure and 3-year lock really stand out to me as it demonstrates the confidence the founders have in $RNCH
Here's a super in-depth DD package that I'd recommend checking out:
Or a quick video from the CEO:
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2021.10.19 19:16 swimmysquid101 new items

What do you guys think will be the best new items on nidalee and how will this effect her builds
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2021.10.19 19:16 rdit_akont If you know you know

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2021.10.19 19:16 Ghola_Mentat Reverse Split Today?

Wondering because the e*trade streaming ticker is not displaying the percentage change today. Sometimes it just does that for no reason, but it always does that when something like a split is happening. Hopefully it is going down and Nasdaq soon,
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2021.10.19 19:16 jdrukis 🚨 $1.471 TRILLION!! Reverse Repo 🚨 48th Trilly in a row! 🚨 ( . Y . ) Always JACKED !! 🚨 ELI5 in Comments 🚨

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2021.10.19 19:16 Scrafi Day 121 of not watching forsen until he returns gif emotes to plebs

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2021.10.19 19:16 Wridera BlueBois - Boruto AMV Marvel Avengers Themed

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2021.10.19 19:16 VaLilaLure Cyan Luminous II, by Me, part of the Cyan Girls series 2021

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2021.10.19 19:16 awinnie Me, ~1994-1995, deep in thought.

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2021.10.19 19:16 HamadB777 is there a way to limit airplanes noise when living under flight path? especially at night to be able to sleep?

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2021.10.19 19:16 lss_bvt_and_01 LssTest-TextPost-2714

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2021.10.19 19:16 The_Yawnster1 I made the allay from the minecraft mob vote, what do you think?

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2021.10.19 19:16 Teilzeit-Manfred What the hell is that????

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2021.10.19 19:16 BasicSaguaro [PC][NA] Looking for friends or guilds that enjoy vet dungeon runs

I'm looking to get more experience doing vet dungeons which is always a better time when you have cool people to run them with! I'm ~CP850 and can play all roles (definitely need more practice on my tank though). Usually play 7-10 EST. If you know of a guild that's big on dungeons or just want to group up sometime let me know!
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2021.10.19 19:16 MRairden Ghostbusters Afterlife - End credits spoiler

This was a yahoo article linked to Nerdist which has been since taken down. I have screenshot for proof.
"Get your Proton Packs ready, Ghostbusters: Afterlife is finally here! The charming and delightful sequel is filled with action, adventure, and spooky spirits. And if you stay for the credits you get two cameo-filled stingers. We’re here to explain their relevance and what the final one means going forward. Basically, there’s likely to be a lot more Ghostbusters in our future!
In one of Ghostbusters: Afterlife’s most unique and inventive moments, we see a credit for Sigourney Weaver. Like everyone else in your theater, you were probably thinking, “What? When? I didn’t see her!!” And then the stinger begins. Here we see Weaver and Bill Murray back as their characters Dana Barrett and Peter Venkman from the original movies. We’d already seen Murray in that massive final sequence, but here we get a more intimate moment. The two were romantically connected in the original films and this stinger hints that they might have settled down together, or at least that they’re still very good friends.
During the sequence, they’re playing with the ESP machine that Venkman uses in the first Ghostbusters film. It’s a nice nod to one of the franchise’s most famous gags. And it’s fun to see Venkman beaten at his own game. Dana is testing his extrasensory perception using cards with shapes on one side that Venkman is guessing. It’s something he used to do as part of his role as a parapsychologist. He seems to be doing well, but Dana realizes that he marked the cards and starts shocking him in punishment. It’s a sweet callback that also sees Venkman jokingly finally admit to his underhanded ways. See, he only ever used to shock the male students, never the women… which isn’t surprising if you know Venkman.
If the first stinger was a fun callback to some faves from the past, the post-credits scene hints at where Ghostbusters might go in the future. Before we get there, though, let’s talk about the setup. The final act of Afterlife features an unexpected reunion with the original team of Ghostbusters. Three are alive: Ray Stantz, Peter Venkman, and Winston Zeddemore. And one is a ghostly apparition: Egon Spengler. It’s an emotional moment that seems to represent closure for the team. But one of them is still eager to bust some ghosts. And that brings us to the post-credits sequence that hints at the future of the franchise.
Right before the credits roll, the Ecto-1 drives back into NYC. And after the credits, we see why as Janine (Annie Potts) visits Winston. We learn he’s a hugely successful businessman. He talks to her about legacy and creating something for the next generation. But he reminds us that he’ll always be a Ghostbuster. As he says those words, we see him opening the famous doors to the fire station that used to be home to the team. We also see Ecto-1 returning to its home, and then we see Winston with his hand on the famed car. As the camera pans away we see a red light flashing on the wall. It’s reminiscent of the light that would flash when the team had to go and catch some ghosts.
The first stinger is likely just a nice way to say goodbye to some old faves. Murray and Ackroyd seem ready to say goodbye to the Ghostbusters. And Weaver only appears in the stinger, likely as a nice nod to her vital roles in the past movies. While we could see any of them come back for future films it seems unlikely. But the final post-credits scene sets up Winston as the future of the Ghostbusters.
Not only does he have the money to run the organization properly, but he just met a new generation of spirit-centric kids to help him. If there’s another Ghostbusters movie you can expect to see Winston leading the charge. And don’t be surprised if we see Mckenna Grace’s Phoebe, Finn Wolfhard’s Trevor, and Logan Kim’s Podcast coming along for the ride. And as huge Winston stans, we couldn’t be happier."
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2021.10.19 19:16 KiernanShipkaBrazil Sammi Hanratty

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2021.10.19 19:16 spaceclitoris Unstable gender identity

Do you guys ever doubt your own gender? Like I know I'm not trans, but I don't exactly feel 100% female? Some days I really want to be a dude, but overall I'm perfectly fine living life in a feminine body. Is this because of unstable sense of self or is this something else?
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2021.10.19 19:16 Rexhex2000 New Dwarf Feat: Beard of the Gods! Put all other beard havers to shame with your godly beard!

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