Everyone I’ve ever loved ends up being my caretaker

I have lost hope that my country will ever recover, considering that we are repeating our history over and over. Edit: thank you to everyone that responded with kind words! I lot of people have asked me how they can help, so the best thing you can do is donate to NGOs or the Red Cross or Embrace suicide hotline. Prophecy of Love by T Satterfield (Tamiko Press): This book is an eBook, not a physical book. Recipient is asked to provide a review in exchange for this book. Offered by Tamisatterfield (author): I am looking for readers of the e-version of my newly published book, Prophecy of Love. Description: Good guy Gabe Mendes is certainly passionate. I’ve been in Peter’s shoes, being told by your adult caretaker that they regret your existence. It’s dehumanizing and corruptive in so many ways, and those words stay engraved in the brain ... I have a son (14) who, ever since he could speak, has been been my best friend and sole confidant. I have no friends, my two older children barely talk to me, and my husband is incompetent when it comes to helping me deal with my emotional trauma. My son, however, is never anything but empathetic.

2021.10.19 20:49 poop4206966642069 Everyone I’ve ever loved ends up being my caretaker

No matter how hard I try not to let it happen. The only person who hasn’t left because of it is my mom, and I guess I have that to be grateful for. Just got dumped (first serious romantic relationship) and I feel like shit. My partner (ex I guess) said it’s in part because I’m disabled. I was doing relatively well when we first got together and then things got bad and then apparently they thought I was something that could be fixed to their liking. I’m newly diagnosed and it’s been really helpful and I think will be really helpful in identifying patterns in the future but I’m also always gonna be like this, not in an episode but living with BPD. Am I always going to be job someone will claim they didn’t sign up for? I really did try to be open and honest and communicative about my feelings and moods even before I got diagnosed so I could let them know what to expect. I asked more than once if it was too much and if I was enough. I guess they were answering that question with the mindset that I’d get even better than I was with the meds and therapy, but I meant me as a I was and am.
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2021.10.19 20:49 shiprim Dad died ten days ago

and I'm drinking again. I don't know whether it's an excuse or a real pain, but I'm drinking. I want to escape all my troubles.
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2021.10.19 20:49 harakiriforthemoon daylight dreaming

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2021.10.19 20:49 ZoobBot 180851

This is the 180851st time I made this shitty comment. I hate this job.
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2021.10.19 20:49 _TheChallenger_ Is it normal for rolling papers to be included in Golden Virginia classic 50g?😂

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2021.10.19 20:49 derekguy123 So happy with how my build is coming along. Less is more!

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2021.10.19 20:49 Complex_Wish_4007 Anyone not need Xanax anymore?

Hi all!
I’ve been anxious my whole life and depression has crept its way in and come to a head. A disgusting head. I can barely function, have been doing bare minimum adulting. I work remotely and can’t even do that most days. I just sit on my floor, sob, and wait until the nighttime which is always easier for some reason.
The thing is, I’ve been on and off so many different medicines for YEARS (I’m 29). Including lexapro. I think I was irresponsible in the past with taking them — I was in college and drank a shit ton, didn’t give a lot of them a fair chance, etc
One thing that has always worked is Xanax. Nothing crazy - .25 takes the edge off for a few hours, and I never exceed 1.5mg a day. Sometimes not even 1mg. This has been going on for a few years while I’ve been trying new medicines. However, some of these forums have scared the fuck out of me and told me I’m doomed with a dependency, that my life is over, etc. My psychiatrist is fabulous; he is aware of exactly how much I take and has been working with me to make me better. He and my family members (all nurses) insist not to worry about the Xanax use right now and once I find something that works, it will be okay to come off.
I guess I’m just asking if anyone else has had a similar situation. Anyone take a benzo as prescribed/less for a while, start something more long term and no longer feel the need for said benzo anymore?
I started on 5mg of Lexapro 10/5. Just started 10mg yesterday, 10/18. Extremely hopeful this gets me out of my rut.
Thank you!
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2021.10.19 20:49 happybee023 Amazon is sold of 6 Pro too

Is it scalpers? Did not expect turn out like this.
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2021.10.19 20:49 Doxxsin Headed to Denver, CO in a few weeks and was wanting to do some camping while we were out that way. Was gonna save gas and take a car but was worried about how much we would miss out on by not taking my truck.

Wasn't wanting to do anything crazy but I don't want to leave myself with regrets just because I wanted to save 100 bucks in fuel. What are your thoughts?
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2021.10.19 20:49 FinancialCurve4079 Sims 4 Container Home Build

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2021.10.19 20:49 jesusvsaquaman How will major companies be able to trust Tether as a form of payment? We barley trust them now

I feel like this is a huge barrier between crypto and mainstream status. While Bitcoin is gaining headlines for being accepted as legal tender, it’ll be stablecoins that will be used as standard of payment when major companies start accepting crypto because these compan will want a reliable and currency to deal with (price wise).
But how will they accept USDT as payment when it’s already very shady? We need to start moving over to more trustworthy stablecoins like USDC which has much more US dollar reserves, or USDR which is backed by gold, or anything listed on e-Money since it supports currency backed stablecoins. If we don’t do that then these major companies won’t be as inclined to accept crypto as payment.
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2021.10.19 20:49 1000smackaroos The Apollo 11 mission launches for the moon, 1969 (colorized)

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2021.10.19 20:49 Mountain-Machine-898 Can anyone in the Earnin Community help me boost my Max? 🙂 https://earnin.app.link/AetM4IqGkhb

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2021.10.19 20:49 waiting2hearback So Bad it's Good

Hey all,
Reading another thread about "breaking the rules" made me wonder if anyone has a favorite movie that's is perfectly terrible? For example THE ROOM.
Another favorite of mine is LIFEGUARD starring Sam Elliot.
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2021.10.19 20:49 jesusandvodka What’s life been about for you lately?

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2021.10.19 20:49 Azux_YT Cole Palmer has played 3 games in 4 days, with 4 goals to show for it. We've got an absolute gem on our hands.

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2021.10.19 20:49 Yeah-Nerd [Thank You] u/panpantastic for the range of colours

Your cards displaying different colours arrived today! May I say, that I hardly remember your card offer? I think the cards travelled overland and crossed many, many countries on their way half way around the world. Thank you so much!
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2021.10.19 20:49 ActionApparatus 🤔🤔🤔 >!Thisisaspoiler.!<

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2021.10.19 20:49 patsfan4life17 (Daniel 11:21 KJV - "And in his estate shall stand up a vile person...") 'Malevolent, spiteful, narcissistic': Critics decry Trump's 'vile' statement on death of Colin Powell

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2021.10.19 20:49 nekrodomus El Huawei Mate X2 5G tendrá una versión de cuero con HarmonyOS preinstalado

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2021.10.19 20:49 RodDom Question about Wintertide brand

When using this brand with ele focus, do you still slow enemies? Is it worth it the slow and avoid using ele focus in case it doesn't?

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2021.10.19 20:49 korntopiaacnh Claudia is in boxes! comment or message me if you are interested!

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2021.10.19 20:49 biffnix Week 4 Laws of the Game Quiz 2021-2022 - Dutch Referee Blog

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2021.10.19 20:49 nekrodomus Realme GT NEO 2T se lanza con el SoC Dimensity 1200-AI, carga de 65W y más

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2021.10.19 20:49 Comfortable_Vast_275 Ovarian torsion - Story time

It has been a crazy few days! Woke up 2 nights ago to severe pelvic pain to the point where I couldn't stand up and was vomiting. Went straight to the emergency room, where thankfully I was pushed straight through and didn't have to wait.
Had a few ultrasounds and confirmed baby was all good and measuring right still. Got put on a lot of morphine to try and control the pain but unfortunately the pain really didn't settle. I was told I had to wait untill the morning for a more indepth ultrasound.
The ultrasound showed the cysts I had on my right ovary were larger, and there was some signs of torsion. Within the hour I was in surgery and thank goodness for that! Once inside the doctors found that my ovary was completely twisted and blood supply had been completely cut off! She explained that they drained the cysts and untwisted it, which restored the blood flow. The ovary had turned black which lack of blood flow, they completely saved my ovary!
After the surgery I had more ultrasounds that confirmed baby was still well and going strong. Honestly just feeling so thankful for the hospital and the amazing doctors and nurses that have looked after me.
It was a very scary situation, but I've felt very cared for the entire time.
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